Saturday, April 24, 2010

The Puppy that stole my heart

Held a puppy in the store today...No puppy has ever touched my heart as much as this little guy did :'( I really want him so bad

Friday, April 23, 2010

I need love to live a loving life

Tears stain my face, Lies corrupt my mind,
I can never trust anyone, no one else is kind.
My friends all left me, threw me aside,
Now I am all alone left alone and cried.
Time will show me how to react, and hide away the tears,
Even when I'm truly hurt,I pretend like everything is clear.
Then I met you, you were up with me all night,
Never left me till the morning light.
We talked for hours, you and I,
Of how our life has been,
Then I fell in love with you as my pain grew thin.
Now my Pain is all gone, Have no place to hide,
Because now I have you warm arms to save me from the tide.
The tide is everything, all the struggles of my life,
From school to parents to Friends back stabbing,
from the pushes, shoves and grabbing.
You may have let me down sometimes but never broke my heart.
For that to me is a gold medal when love becomes an art.

I love you Vincent <3

Thursday, April 22, 2010

sighs...

I'm confused about my life and everything in it :(



love you Vince

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

FML

Do dreams come true? Are Nightmares a look into the future?? I hope Not...I would not want my Loverboy to Cheat on me and treat me like my Ex did after we broke up...I love you Vincent....Forever and always xoxox

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Should I help?

See, there is this Ex boyfriend who once Cheated on me, we were seeing each other for over a year and I found out he cheated on me with 7 different girls, and in the end, he chose the other girl over me, I got over it and found someone so much better and fell in love all over again, and now, that boy has choose to cheat again, and the girl he left me for dumped him and is crying and all his friends turned against him. I felt bad and we were in between our "hate" spree's (It lasts a couple weeks then we choose to be friendly) So i decided to be there for him because we were once best friends, so I started helping him get over his cheating ways but then everyone started coming after me and getting mad at me for helping him, even my boyfriend is VERY displeased.... it saddens me a lot. I just want to help him and we are meeting with a social worker every week for meetings to get him help and we talk a lot about his problems, he even cries on my shoulder, we haven't hugged since he left me for the other girl and now he wants and needs a hug all the time from me. Should I continue to help him? I think its the right choice?

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Sorry Peoples

I'm going away for a bit to my boyfriends house with my best friend Ricki and DJ! :D YAY!!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Stocker Issues..........

Does anyone have any advice to get rid of someone who stocks you? He wont leave me alone, he comments on all of my things, stares at me all day at school, follows me every where wont leave my Boyfriend alone......He actually stocks me, im not just saying this Because i'm in high school and a guy pays alot of attention to me...No, He has been inlove with me for three years and when ever me and my boyfriend (and past boyfriends) kissed he would stare and when we wanted to go somewhere alone he would follow even if we asked him to go away. He gives dirty glances to any boys I talk to and tries to look like a fool infront of me to get my attention. Besides that he screams at me for no reasons, he yells when ever I make a joke about something, and when someone else makes a joke and i slightly Giggle he screams at the top of his lungs at me for giggling. And he openly admitted to masturbating to me...which is gross...and he always stares at me creepily and he looks for me in the mornings. He calls me all the time (I ignore his calls) and he just wont stop, I even tell him to stop, I tell him to leave me alone and just screw off and he wont listen. I was told this is emotional abuse because everyday in the hall Me and all my friends(who he thinks are his friends too -No one likes him because he's an ass and annoying) We have to look out for him in the halls. Its really annoying. Im getting tired of this. The other day he wanted to know what university I was going to and to see my courses so maybe he could get a class with me...It needs to stop...

Friday, April 2, 2010

I think when you create a blog you should let your feelings out, I don't understand why people have blogs promoting their knitting!
to each their own I guess :P

Love you Baby, your one in over a billion people I will always love.

Happy posting everyone. cheer up, everything in your life has a purpose, it has a reasoning for being like that, it will lead you to a better ending. as long as you lived a good life that is :) Dont spoil what you have now, because you will miss it when its gone.

A little thing called Death

Death, it sneaks upon us when we least expect it, taking loved ones and even ourselves.
Deaths cold embrace, chilling up its victims spine, paralyzing them with fear.
Wrapping his boney grip around their throats, squeezing the life from them.
Hells Demons arise from the depths and cold earth, dragging you down with them.
Not being able to scream, only able to stare, stare at the world your being taken from.
You can feel the heat, the heat from hell warms your body.
As they drag you further and further the heat intensifies making your blood boil and skin sizzle.
Steam arises from your body, the smell of burning flesh seeps in.
The screams and shouts from hells other prisoners surrounds you, their tiny fleshless hands reach out to grab you, to take your soul for themselves.
Your screams fill your head, not being able to release them.
Tears, tears only evaporate once they leave your eyes.
Reaching out for Gods blessing is all you can do, Praying he hears your call.


[To be continued :) ]
By Natasha Doré

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Today is Vince's and My 3 months :)
He sent me a love song early this morning <3
Daft Punk-Digital love

here are the Lyrics:
"Digital Love"

Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling right
You wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?


Love you Babe <333333333

(I will write something later :P )